U-Emilia Clarke Ukhathaze ii-Aneurysms zeBongo eziSongela uBomi ngelixa wayefota "uMdlalo weTrone"

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Sonke siyamazi u-Emilia Clarke ngokudlala uKhaleesi, owaziwa ngokuba nguMama weDragons, kuthotho lwe-HBO ye-mega-hit. Imidlalo yeethrone. Umdlali weqonga waziwa ngokugcina ubomi bakhe bungabonakali, kodwa kutshanje wabelane ngempilo yakhe eyothusayo kwisincoko esineemvakalelo. ENew Yorker.

Inesihloko esithi "Idabi lobomi bam," isincoko singena kwindlela uClarke aphantse wafa ngayo hayi kanye, kodwa Kabini emva kokufumana ii-aneurysms zobuchopho ezimbini ezibeka ubomi esichengeni. Okokuqala kwenzeka ngo-2011 xa uClarke wayeneminyaka engama-24, ngelixa wayephakathi kokuzilolonga. UCarlke wathi wayenxiba kwigumbi elitshixwayo xa wayeqala ukuva intloko ebuhlungu isiza. "Ndidiniwe kangangokuba bendinokwazi nokunxiba iiteki zam," ubhale watsho. "Xa ndandiqala umsebenzi wam, kwafuneka ndizinyanzele kwimithambo yokuqala embalwa." (Idibeneyo: UGwendoline Christie uthi ukutshintsha uMzimba wakhe Imidlalo yeethrone Kwakungekho lula)

“Emva koko umqeqeshi wam wandiyalela ukuba ndingene kwindawo yeplanga, kwaye kwangoko ndaziva ngathi kukho ibhande elastiki licudisa ingqondo yam,” uqhubeke watsho. "Ndizamile ukungahoyi iintlungu ndizityhale, kodwa andikwazi. Ndixelele umqeqeshi wam ukuba kufuneka ndiphumle. Ngandlela ithile, phantse ukuba ndirhubuluze, ndaya kwigumbi lokutshixa. Ndafika kwindlu yangasese, ndatshona Ngeli xesha, ukudutyulwa kweentlungu, ukuhlatywa, ukucinezela iintlungu-kwakuya kusiba mandundu. Kwinqanaba elithile, ndandiyazi into eyenzekayo: ingqondo yam yonakalisiwe. "

U-Clarke emva koko wabalekiselwa esibhedlele kwaye i-MRI yaveza ukuba ukhathazwe sisifo sokuqaqanjelwa sisisu (subarachnoid hemorrhage (SAH)), uhlobo olusongela ubomi be-stroke, olubangelwa kukopha kwindawo ejikeleze ingqondo. “Njengoko ndaye ndafunda kamva, malunga nesinye kwisithathu sezigulana ze-SAH ziyafa ngoko nangoko okanye kungekudala emva koko,” wabhala uClarke. "Kwizigulana ezisindayo, unyango olungxamisekileyo luyafuneka ukutywina i-aneurysm, kuba kukho umngcipheko omkhulu wesibini, ophuma rhoqo ekubulaweni kwegazi. Kwaye, nalapho, akubangakho ziqinisekiso. " (Inxulumene: Izinto ezibangela umngcipheko weStroke Bonke abantu besetyhini abafanele bazi)

Ngokukhawuleza emva kokuxilongwa kwakhe, uClarke wenziwa utyando lobuchopho. Ubhale wathi: “Utyando lwathatha iiyure ezintathu. "Ukuvuka kwam, iintlungu zazinganyamezeleki. Bendingazi ukuba ndiphi. Intsimi yam yombono yayixinekile. Kwakukho ityhubhu ezantsi emqaleni wam kwaye ndandomile kwaye ndinesicaphucaphu. Bandisusa e-ICU emva kweentsuku ezine kwaye undixelele ukuba owona mqobo mkhulu kukufika kwinqanaba leeveki ezimbini.

Kodwa kanye njengokuba uClake wayecinga ukuba ucacile, ngobunye ubusuku wazibona engakwazi ukukhumbula igama lakhe elipheleleyo. "Ndandinengxaki ebizwa ngokuba yi-aphasia, isiphumo sokwenzakala kwengqondo yam," ucacisile. "Nangona ndandimbombozela into engekhoyo, umama wandenzela ububele obukhulu bokungayihoyi kwaye ezama ukundeyisela ukuba ndicace gca. Kodwa ndandisazi ukuba ndiyagxadazela. Kwezona zihlandlo zinzima ndandifuna ukutsala iplagi. Ndabuza. abasebenzi bezonyango ukuba bandiyeke ndife. Umsebenzi wam-iphupha lam lonke lokuba ubomi bam buya kugxila kulwimi, kunxibelelwano. Ngaphandle koko, bendilahlekile."

Emva kokuchitha enye iveki e-ICU, i-aphasia yadlula kwaye uClarke waqala ukuzilungiselela ukuqala ukwenza ifilimu yexesha lesi-2 lexesha. NDIYAFUMANA. Kodwa kanye xa wayesele eza kubuyela emsebenzini, uClarke wafumanisa ukuba une "aneurysm encinci" kwelinye icala lobuchopho, oogqirha bathi "banokuphapha" nangaliphi na ixesha. (Inxulumene: Lena Headey ovela Imidlalo yeethrone Ivula malunga noxinzelelo lwasemva kokubeleka)

"Oogqirha bathi, nangona kunjalo, incinci kwaye inokwenzeka ukuba ingahlala ingasebenzi kwaye ingenabungozi ngokungapheliyo," wabhala uClarke. "Siza kuhlala sibukele ngenyameko." (Izinto eziyeleleneyo: Ndandineminyaka engama-26 ubudala xa ndandiphethwe sistroke sobuchopho ngaphandle kwesilumkiso)

Ke, waqala ukufota ixesha lesibini, ngelixa evakalelwa kukuba "woozy," "buthathaka," kwaye "akaqinisekanga ngokunzulu" ngaye. “Ukuba ndinyanisekile ngokwenene, yonke imzuzu yosuku bendicinga ukuba ndiza kufa,” ubhale watsho.

Kwakungekade agqibe ukufota ixesha lesithathu ukuba enye i-scan scan ibonakalise ukuba ukukhula kwelinye icala lobuchopho kuye kwaphindeka kabini ngobukhulu. Kwakufuneka enze olunye utyando. Xa evuka kule nkqubo, "wayekhala ngeentlungu."

"Inkqubo ayiphumelelanga," wabhala uClarke. "Ndaye ndopha kakhulu kwaye oogqirha bayenza yacaca into yokuba amathuba am okusinda ayesemngciphekweni xa bengazukuphinda baphinde basebenze. Ngeli xesha kufuneka bafikelele kwingqondo yam indlela yakudala-ngokakayi lwam. Kwaye utyando kwakufuneka yenzeke kwangoko.

Kudliwanondlebe no I-CBS Ngale ntsasa, UClarke wathi, ngexesha lakhe lesibini le-aneurysm, "kwakukho intwana yengqondo yam eyafa ngokwenene." Ucacisile, "Ukuba inxenye yengqondo yakho ayifumani gazi kuyo okomzuzu, ayisayi kuphinda isebenze. Kufana nesekethe yakho emfutshane. Ke, bendinayo loo nto."

Okona koyikeka ngakumbi, oogqirha bakaClarke babengaqinisekanga ncam ukuba i-aneurysm yakhe yesibini yobuchopho yayiza kumchaphazela njani na. "Ngokwenyani babejonge ingqondo kwaye bafana, 'Ewe, sicinga ukuba inokuba kugxininiso lwakhe, inokuba ngumbono wakhe osecaleni [ochaphazelekayo],' utshilo. "Ndihlala ndisithi yincasa yam emadodeni ayisekho!"

Eqhula ecaleni, nangona kunjalo, uClarke wathi unoloyiko olufutshane lokuba angaphulukana namandla akhe okwenza. "Leyo yayiyi-paranoia enzulu, ukusuka ekuqaleni kwakhona. Ndandifana, 'Kuthekani ukuba kukho into ejikelezayo engqondweni yam kwaye andikwazi ukwenza kwakhona?' Ndiyathetha, eneneni ibe sisizathu sam sokuphila ixesha elide, ”utshilo I-CBS Ngale ntsasa. Ukwabelane ngeefoto zakhe esibhedlele nenkqubo yeendaba, ezathathwa ngo-2011 xa wayephilisa kwi-aneurysm yakhe yokuqala.

Ukuchacha kwakhe okwesibini kwakubuhlungu nangakumbi kunoqhaqho lwakhe lokuqala ngenxa yenkqubo yokungaphumeleli, eyamenza wachitha enye inyanga esibhedlele. Ukuba uyazibuza ukuba uCarlke wawafumana njani amandla kunye nokomelela ukuze aphilise kwi Isibini I-aneurysm yobuchopho, utshilo CBS ngale ntsasa oko kudlala umfazi onamandla, onikwe amandla Imidlalo yeethrone Ngokwenene umncede waziva ene-IRL eqinisekileyo, naye. Ngelixa ukuchacha kwakuyinkqubo yemihla ngemihla, ucacisile, enyathela GoT Ukusetha nokudlala uKhaleesi "kwaba yinto esindisindise ekuqwalaseleni ukufa kwam." (Idibeneyo: UGwendoline uChristie uthi ukutshintsha uMzimba wakhe "weMidlalo yeTrone" Kwakungekho lula)

Namhlanje, uClarke usempilweni kwaye uyachuma. "Kule minyaka ukusukela kutyando lwam lwesibini ndiphilisile ngaphaya kwamathemba am angenangqondo," ubhale watsho kwisincoko sakhe ENew Yorker. "Ngoku ndikwiipesenti ezilikhulu."

Akunakuphikwa ukuba uClarke uchaphazeleke ngokunzulu yimilo yakhe. Ngaphandle kokwabelana ngebali lakhe nabalandeli, wayefuna ukwenza indima yakhe ekuncedeni abanye abakwindawo efanayo. Umdlali weqonga uye kwi-Instagram yakhe ukuze abelane ukuba uphuhlise isisa esibizwa ngokuba yiSame You, eya kunceda ekuboneleleni ngonyango kubantu abachacha kukwenzakala kwengqondo kunye nestroke. “Uyafana nawe ugcwele uthando, amandla engqondo kunye noncedo lwabantu abamangalisayo abanamabali amangalisayo,” wabhala ecaleni kweposi.

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