Le yindlela i Makeup endibuyisa ngayo emva koxinzelelo

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• Ndikhumbula ixesha lokuqala ukwenziwa kwamayeza kunceda ukudakumba kwam

Phakathi kwemivimbo kunye nemilebe yomlomo, ndafumana indlela yoxinzelelo olungenakubamba. Kwaye yandenza ndaziva ndiphezu kwehlabathi.

Impilo kunye nokuphila kakuhle kuchaphazela ngamnye wethu ngokwahlukileyo. Eli libali lomntu omnye.

Ubuso kunye noxinzelelo. Abahambi ncam-ngesandla, andibi kunjalo?

Enye ithetha ubukhazikhazi, ubuhle, kunye "nokudityaniswa," kanti enye ithetha usizi, isizungu, ukuzicekisa, kunye nokungakhathali.

Ndinxibe izithambiso iminyaka ngoku, kwaye bendixinezelekile iminyaka - bendingazi ukuba enye inokuba nefuthe njani komnye.

Ndaqala ukukhula xa ndandineminyaka eli-14 ubudala. Bendingazi ngokupheleleyo ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kum, kwaye andiqinisekanga ngendlela endiza kuyifumana ngayo. Kodwa ndenzile. Iminyaka idlulile kwaye ekugqibeleni ndafunyaniswa ndineminyaka eli-18 ndinengxaki yokuphazamiseka engqondweni, ebonakaliswa kukungonwabi okukhulu kunye nokuphakama kwamanic. Ukutyhubela iminyaka yam yokuhamba isikolo, benditshintsha-tshintsha phakathi koxinzelelo olunzulu kunye ne-hypomania, ndisebenzisa iindlela eziyingozi ukuhlangabezana nokugula kwam.

Kwakungekho i-20 yam yokuqala ukuba ndifumene ukuzinyamekela. Ingcinga yandothusa. Ndichithe iminyaka yobomi bam ndisilwa nokugula, ndisebenzisa utywala, ukuzenzakalisa, kunye nezinye iindlela ezimbi zokunceda ukujongana nazo. Andizange ndicinge ukuba ukuzinyamekela kunokunceda.

Ukuzikhathalela kuthetha indlela yokuzinceda ngexesha elinzima, kwaye uzijongile, nokuba yibhombu yokuhlambela, ukuhamba, incoko kunye nomhlobo wakudala- okanye kwimeko yam, ukwenza izithambiso.

Ndandinxiba izithambiso ukusukela ndisemncinci, kwaye njengoko ndandikhula, ndaya ndisiba ngumncedi… nasemva koko, imask. Kodwa emva koko ndafumanisa into ngaphakathi kwimivimbo, i-eyeshadows, i-lipstick. Ndifumanise ukuba ingaphezulu lee kunokubonakala komphezulu. Kwaye kwaba linyathelo elikhulu ekubuyiseni kwam.

Ndikhumbula ixesha lokuqala ukwenziwa kwamayeza kunceda ukudakumba kwam

Ndihleli edesikeni yam ndachitha iyure yonke ebusweni bam. Ndiye ndagalela, ndabhaka, ndathambisa, ndafaka umbala, ndaziva ndinomsindo. Kwakudlule iyure yonke, ngequbuliso ndabona ukuba ndikwazile ukungaziva lusizi. Ndikwazile ukugqiba iyure, kwaye andiyiva enye into ngaphandle koxinaniso. Ubuso bam baziva bunzima kwaye amehlo am ayaziva urhawuzelela, kodwa ndaziva into ethile ngaphandle kolo loyikiso olubi loyikisayo.

Ngokukhawuleza, andizange ndibeke imaski kwihlabathi. Ndisakwazi ukuveza iimvakalelo zam, kodwa ndaziva ngathi inxenye encinci yam "iyilawule" ngayo yonke into endiyitshayelayo.

Uxinzelelo lwaluhluthwe lonke uthando kunye nomdla endakha ndanawo, kwaye andizukuyivumela nayo. Ngalo lonke ixesha ilizwi entlokweni yam lindixelele Khange ndilunge ngokwaneleyo, okanye Ndisilele, okanye ukuba kwakungekho nto ndandilungile kuyo, ndaziva ndifuna ukubuyela kulawulo oluthile. Ke ukuhlala etafileni yam kwaye ndingahoyi amazwi, ukuhoya ukungakhathali entlokweni yam, kwaye ngokulula ukubeka i-makeup, yayingumzuzu omkhulu kum.

Ngokuqinisekileyo, zazisekhona iintsuku xa ukuphuma ebhedini kwakungenakwenzeka, kwaye njengoko ndandijonge ibhegi yam yokwenza izithambisi ndiza kuziqengqa ndithembise ukuzama kwakhona ngomso. Kodwa xa kuphakama ngomso, ndiza kuvavanya ukubona ukuba ndingaya phi - ukufumana olo lawulo. Ezinye iintsuku ziya kuba liliso elula kunye nomlomo ongenanto. Ngezinye iintsuku, bendiphuma ndikhangeleka njengendlovukazi entle etsaliweyo, entle. Kwakungekho phakathi. Kwakukho konke okanye akukho nto.

Ndihleli edesikeni yam ndipeyinta ubuso bam ngobugcisa ndaziva ndinyangwa, bendidla ngokulibala ukuba ndigula kangakanani. I-Makeup ngumnqweno omkhulu kum, kwaye inyani yokuba bendisese-nangawona maxesha am aphantsi-ndikwazi ukuhlala apho ndenze ubuso bam baziva kamnandi kakhulu. Ndaziva ndiphezu kwehlabathi.

Kwakuyinto yokuzilibazisa, kwakuyinto enomdla, yayingumdla wokudakumba awuzange undiphange. Kwaye ndaba nethamsanqa lokuba nezo njongo zokuqala usuku lwam.

Ukuba unomdla, umdla, okanye umdlalo owuthandayo ukujongana nokudakumba kwakho, bambelela kuwo. Ungayivumeli inja emnyama ukuba ithathe kuwe. Ungayivumeli ukuba ikuphange kwimisebenzi yakho yokuzikhathalela.

Makeup ayizukunyanga uxinzelelo lwam. Ayizukuguqula imood yam. Kodwa iyanceda. Ngendlela encinci, iyanceda.

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