UBritney Spears uthethe ixesha lokuQala ukusukela oko ukuva kwakhe kwi-Conservatorship Hearing

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Kwiminyaka yakutshanje, intshukumo #FreeBritney isasaze umyalezo wokuba uBritney Spears ufuna ukuphuma kwindawo yakhe yokugcina izinto kwaye ulahla imikhondo yokucebisa ngokungaphaya kwimibhalo yakhe kwizithuba zakhe ze-Instagram. Ngelixa kungekacaci ukuba iinkcukacha ezikwizithuba zikaSpears zikhe zathetha ntoni na ukuba abaqikeleli bacinga ukuba bayenzile na, umhlaba ekugqibeleni wafumana isiqinisekiso esivela kwaSpears ngokwakhe sokuba ufuna ukuphuma kulawulo lolondolozo ebebanjwe phantsi kwalo ukusukela ngo-2008..

I-ICYMI, kwingxelo ayibonisileyo nge-audio livestream ngolwe-Lwesithathu, uSpears wabelana ngeenkcukacha malunga nokulondolozwa kweminyaka eyi-13 kunye nendlela eyichaphazele ngayo impilo yakhe yengqondo. Uxelele ijaji "ndifuna ukuphelisa obu bugcisa ngaphandle kokuvavanywa." (Unokufunda irekhodi elipheleleyo lengxelo yakhe Abantu.)

Ngobusuku bokugqibela, u-Spears wathetha okokuqala emva kokuvalelwa, ukuthumela ifoto kwi-Instagram yakhe. Kwi-caption, ucele uxolo kubalandeli bakhe ngokwenza ngathi yonke into ilungile kwiiposti zakhe zemidiya yoluntu. “Ndizisa oku kubantu kuba andifuni abantu bacinge ukuba ubomi bam bugqibelele kuba AKUQHELEKILEYO AKUKHO kwaphela ..." ubhale kwisihloko. "Kwaye ukuba ukhe wafunda nantoni na ngam ezindabeni kule veki 📰… uyayazi nyani ngoku ayisiyiyo !!!! Ndicela uxolo ngokuzenza ngathi bendilungile kule minyaka mibini idlulileyo… ndiyenze ngenxa yekratshi lam Ndandineentloni ukwabelana ngokwenzeka kum ... kodwa ngokunyaniseka ngubani ongafuni ukuthatha i-Instagram yakhe kwisibane esimnandi 💡🤷🏼‍♀️ !!!!"

Ukuba ubusemthethweni bemeko ka-Spears busabhida, yazi ukuba ugcino-mali lilungiselelo elisemthethweni apho umntu okanye abantu banikwa ulawulo lokulawula imicimbi yomntu ongakwaziyo ukuzenzela izigqibo, njengoko kubonwa yinkundla. . Isizathu sokuba ilungiselelo lolondolozo lweSpears libe sematheni asikho nje ngenxa yesimo sakhe sodumo. Ukulondolozwa kwendalo kuhlala kuthathwa "njengendawo yokugqibela yabantu abangakwaziyo ukukhathalela iimfuno zabo ezingundoqo, ezinje ngezabakhubazekileyo okanye abantu abadala abanesifo sengqondo esixhalabisayo," iingxelo INew York Times, kodwa njengoko intshukumo ye-#FreeBritney iye yabonisa, i-Spears ibisebenza kakhulu kangangokuba ibisenza ngelixa iphantsi kwesivumelwano.

Ngexesha lokuva kwakhe kule veki, uSpears uqale intetho yakhe ngokwabelana ngokuba wayeye kukhenketho lwekonsathi e2018 "anyanzelwa ukuba akwenze" ngabaphathi bakhe, phantsi kwesoyikiso sokumangalelwa. Emva koko waya kuziqhelanisa kwangoko nomboniso waseLas Vegas ocetywayo emva kokhenketho, utshilo. Umboniso weLas Vegas awuzange uphele usenzeka kuba uxelele abaphathi bakhe ukuba akafuni kuyenza, ucacisile. (Idibeneyo: Kutheni kufuneka siyeke ukuqikelela malunga nabanye abantu beMpilo yeNgqondo, ngokweeTherapists)

"Emva kweentsuku ezintathu, emva kokuba ndathi hayi kwaVasgas, ugqirha wam wandichopha egumbini wathi uneefowuni ezisisigidi malunga nendlela endingazange ndisebenzisane ngayo nokuzilolonga, kwaye khange ndiwathathe amayeza am," utshilo uSpears , ngokombhalo opapashwe ngu Abantu. "Konke oku bekungeyonyani. Ngokukhawuleza, ngosuku olulandelayo, wandibeka kwi-lithium ngaphandle kwendawo. Undisusile kwiindlela zam eziqhelekileyo endihleli iminyaka emihlanu. Kwaye i-lithium yinto enamandla kakhulu, inamandla kwaye ihluke ngokupheleleyo xa kuthelekiswa Kule nto bendiyiqhelile. Ungahamba ngengqondo ukuba awuthathi kakhulu, ukuba uhlala kuyo ixesha elingaphezu kweenyanga ezintlanu. Kodwa wandibeka kuloo nto, ndaziva ndinxilile.

Kunyaka olandelayo, u-Spears wathunyelwa kwinkqubo yokubuyisela e-Beverly Hills engafuni ukuya kuyo, wabelana ngayo, esithi uyise "wayemthanda" emenza ahambe. Ulawulo awayenalo emntwini onamandla njengam- wayethanda ulawulo lokulimaza intombi yakhe eyi-100,000%, utshilo. "Wayeyithanda. Ndapakisha iingxowa zam ndaya kuloo ndawo. Ndasebenza iintsuku ezisixhenxe ngeveki, akukho ntsuku ziphumayo, eCalifornia, kuphela into efana nale nto kuthiwa ukuthengiswa kwesondo." Ngelixa wayekule nkqubo, wachitha iiyure ezili-10 ngosuku esebenza, iintsuku ezisixhenxe ngeveki, utshilo.

Yiyo loo nto ndiphinda ndikuxelela oku emva kweminyaka emibini emva kokuba ndaxoka ndaxelela ihlabathi lonke ukuba “Ndiphilile kwaye ndonwabile.” Bubuxoki obu,” utshilo uSpears enkundleni. "Bendicinga ukuba inoba nditsho ngokwaneleyo. Kuba ndikhe ndaphika. Ndikhe ndothuka. I am traumatised. Uyazi, fake it till you make it. Kodwa ngoku ndikuxelela inyani, OK. ? Andonwabanga andikwazi kulala. Ndinomsindo ophambeneyo. Kwaye ndidandathekile. Ndikhala yonke imihla. (Eyeleleneyo: U-Britney Spears Ujonga Kwiziko “Lonke Okubandakanya Impilo” Phakathi kweDabi Lempilo likaTata)

Kwinxalenye ephazamisayo yengxelo yakhe, uSpears uthe ngoku une-IUD kwaye ukugcinwa kwakhe kuye kwamnyanzela ukuba ayigcine ngokuchasene nentando yakhe. "Ndixelelwe ngoku kwindawo yokugcina izinto, andikwazi ukutshata okanye ukuba nomntwana, ndine (IUD) ngaphakathi kwam okwangoku ukuze ndingakhulelwa," utshilo. "Ndandifuna ukukhupha (IUD) ukuze ndiqale ukuzama ukufumana omnye umntwana. Kodwa eli liqela elibizwa ngokuba liqela aliyi kuvumela ukuba ndiye kugqirha ndiyikhuphe ngenxa yokuba abafuni ukuba ndibe nabantwana - abasenakubakho abanye abantwana. (Idibeneyo: Into Oyaziyo Ngee-IUDs Inokuba Yonke Ingalunganga)

Phambi kokuba asongele, uSpears wenza isimangalo sokugqibela kwijaji: "Ndifanelwe bubomi, utshilo." Ndisebenze ubomi bam bonke. Ndifanele ukufumana ikhefu leminyaka emibini ukuya kwemithathu kwaye, uyazi, yenza into endifuna ukuyenza. "

Kwirekhodi, eli ayisosihlandlo sokuqala ukuba ii-Spears zithethe ngokuchaseneyo nokulondolozwa kwakhe. U-Spears uphinde wathetha ngo-2016, ngokweerekhodi zenkundla ezitywiniweyo ezifunyenwe kutshanje IINew York Times. "Ucacisile evakalelwa kukuba ugcino kuye kwaba sisixhobo esicinezelayo nesilawulayo ngokuchasene naye," ingxelo ifundeka njalo.

Ukusukela kwisitetimenti sika Spears enkundleni, ufumene imiyalezo yenkxaso evela kubalandeli nakwabanye abantu abadumileyo. kunye nabalandeli bakhe. Wabelane ngeenkcukacha malunga nokugcinwa kwakhe kolondolozo noluntu. Ngelixa kuqikelelwa malunga nomntu - osaziwayo okanye ngenye indlela - impilo yengqondo inokuba yingozi, umhlaba ngoku uvile icala likaSpears lebali ngamazwi akhe. Kwaye unokwabelana nangakumbi, njengoko esithi unethemba lokwenza ingxelo kumajelo eendaba kwixa elizayo. Ungathanda "ukubanakho ukwabelana ngebali lam nehlabathi," ucacisile, "nento abayenze kum, endaweni yokuba ibe yimfihlo yokuthula ukuze bazuze bonke. Ndifuna ukwazi ukuviwa ngento abandenze yona ngokundenza ndihlale ixesha elide, ayilunganga intliziyo yam.

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